Today...





Today is my angel daughter's birthday in heaven...  I feel sad, with the sadness that accompanies these days.  I miss her so much!  But all emotions aside, I know she is in a much better place.  She is not in pain anymore.  That physical and emotional pain that was eating her alive!  She is safe from all the ugliness that surrounded her last days on earth.

She is in heaven, where she is waiting for me.  And I know one day I will see her again.  And she will welcome me with open arms and will whisper in my ear: "mommy, I missed you too!"

I know you are resting, my child.  No more worries, no more pain, no more sadness. Joy is your current state of being.  And the knowledge that you are okay, even if missing you becomes too hard to bear, that knowledge gets me through anything I am feeling at any particular time.  Helps me to go on without you, my angel.

Happy 30th birthday, my child.  My angel in heaven...

Love always,

Mommy♥

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